Thursday, March 23, 2017
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
macam biasa, setiap kali nak kena buat hujahan mesti aku takde idea lalu berblog, or idea berblog datang lalu tak boleh buat hujahan. eh? mengantuk gila azab. stuck dengan dua files lagi ni sebelum mula hujahan semula. deng! tapi apesal aku mengantuk tahap mata ada gam gajah ni!? apa pun, hujahan kena siap! *tunjuk lengan gagah* sabtu ni aku naik kinabalu, lulululu. seram oi! balik kinabalu aku kena settlekan banyak benda pending, etc etc etc. aku dah 29 tahun depan, time is ticking time is running. kalau aku tak start sekarang memang sudahnya tidak akan ada cerita. *tunjuk lengan sebelah pula* ok, mari menjadi productive.*tiada lengan lagi boleh ditunjuk* p/s: time to step out of the comfort zone.
Monday, September 5, 2016
Wednesday, August 17, 2016
Monday, March 7, 2016
Friday, November 6, 2015
Rough day so here i am. Writing blogging the stress away. Theres so much on my plate right now. I cant seems to know which one is more important and which one is urgent as everything seems fairly urgently need attention. And i make mistake. A real effed up mistake i feel like stabbing a pillow. Ok fine. No joke. Seriously. But then, as writing this, that mistake not that really big as earth big. But still. Arghh im so effed up. Someone really close to me seems to take me down. I dont know. I just feel like that. Maybe the intention is good but why you so, i mean sooo sigh. Cant find the word. This uneasy feeling i hate the most. Feeling everything does not work for me.everything against me and feeling soo low. Someone ask me how im dealing with stress and she was like no wonder i am so positive as i need positivity to combat these negativity. True is. I failed today. This very day i feel things out of my control im so screwed up i want my mom. Ice cream. Beach. Anything that make me feel better
Monday, September 28, 2015
life is treating me fine. going places here and there. surrounded with people i like and love. still, i never forget you datema. no matter how much fun we had, it would never be the same without you. miss your laugh, your non-stop talking, your jokes, everything. you know, i have this one song which is my favorite at the moment. could have been me by the struts. the band is kind of ridiculous. but u know me, i love weird stuffs. this song reminds me that i need to do everything crossed and stayed in my mind. since you gone, it kind of hit me that i have to just do it anything i want. don't wait. i learned that. it's been a year plus since you passed away and the last time i cried in the open court. not cool at all. i know. i never thought someone close to me will leave me. not by any disease. i was wrong. we are all His servants and He is in control of our lives. there are days that i miss you so much that i went through all our facebook conversations and stupid comments. thank God for facebook. something that i am afraid of is that i will forget about you. i am afraid that i will forget all the memories that we had together. what we done, song we sang together. our travel plan. all that. we plan a lot but Allah knows best. i still remember you calling me benchmark. haha. true babe. if you are still here, i probably will fill in the forms together with you. haila fatema, i have lost interest in any korean dorama. what is fun without discussing and commenting the story with you? no fun at all. no meroyan buddy. our political scenario also getting weird and funny everyday. i miss your funny and outspoken comments. currency is dropping and our ringgit really become picisan babe. what a sad situation for us.
second paragraph because the first one is too long to read later. haha. i never thought i will miss you this much babe. never thought u could leave me such a big impact. ok then, i have work actually. but i think writing a letter to you is more important. talking about priority. ahaha. bye babe. love you.