Saturday, September 27, 2014

cross that water rafting

following  my azzam list


hehe. over nau. yeah, i've been planning to do this since i was in LLB kot, now can kiss and say,

 "well, nailed it"

for new azzam, i'm thinking of :
  • traveling
  • hiking
  • running / jogging 
since Fatema passed away, it really gave a big impact on my life; life is short. it's either you do it now or forget it. Live life gratefully each and everyday, enjoy the little things and appreciate people who care about you. 
what ever happens, one thing i'm sure and i want is; going places with my love ones. so, to many years of traveling  together! cheers! :D


Saturday, August 30, 2014

love, need and want

remember my movie list?

now can cross lunchbox. simple but sweet movie. (and makes me hungry)

and something random came across my mind and i am in the opinion:

instead of saying i love you, i would prefer someone say " i need you or i want you in my life"

one can actually love without wanting you in his life, so what matter?

p/s: and i am still missing fatema. good friend like her, is someone irreplaceable. May Allah bless her. 

Saturday, July 26, 2014


25.09.1987 - 16.07.2014

for the good times,
for the lame jokes,
for the fun times,
for the pda times,
for the geli times,
for the hard times,
for the broke times,
for the fan girls times,

i will remember all of those times, i cherish the most.
you are part of my journey, never shall i forget you.
time is never enough but im grateful for the time we spent together.

rest well my friend.

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Bad decision

U have no idea how much i love free and easy weekend. More specifically, stay-at-home weekend.

Saturday selected movie;

This husband so handsome one. My type. Seriously. *insert cheeky sounds.

What can i say. This is a sad movie where the handsome husband cries a lot. 

When u made a bad decision, u suffer more, things getting worse. What are you gonna do?

The stolen years; 2013

Thursday, April 17, 2014


i write, moment of silence, deep sigh, then i save; TIMES 20.

this is by far the most difficult post i am about to write.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 

after 5 hours. 

this is supposed to be a serious and sad post. but i guess, the subject itself is a happy and cheerful living thang, that is why the sadness can not fit in.

and one living thang just annoyed me that i seriously wanna give her my do-i-look-like-i-care? look. 

i hate people. i only love people when they are in tv or movies. other than that. nay.



so my dear friend, 
(you know who you are)

the battle is just begin.

nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing.

i heard something over the radio;

"Allah tak menurunkan penyakit tanpa ubatnya"

you are by far the most kental and brave woman i have ever known and you have every right to feel the sadness, depression, fears and tears. (i mean, i always breakdown without valid reason. who need reason anyway? WE FEEL WHAT WE FEEL)

so, live your life to the fullest and fight "it" with style.

just want you to know that;

as what we started with vip for life, 


waaa, big bang really do good thing what?

they are the reason why we became close right?

you know you always have me to be anything you like right?

i love to listen;
i can do conversation, but only crap;
i can be your crying lap? my shoulder not really nice;

above all. beat it !



Friday, April 4, 2014


le unnie

i will always pray for you unnie.
a strong woman you are, and so i believe.
i really want to mee you. 

you know i care and love you right?

Friday, March 28, 2014

Simple kind act

On my last day of my tough week which is today; i could not found my one last file for monday's case. (Next week)

guess what; the conveyancing people helped me finding the file. Even when it was late and it was time for them to go back. Im touched. 

This simple kind act just light me up and wrapped up my tough week. I mean, it is not that tough when u are surrounded with these nice people.

Alhamdulillah. Im blessed. 

Sunday, March 23, 2014


It's gonna be a rough week for me. I can feel it. Im glad saturday and sunday filled with laughter and stupid jokes with my friends. So im ready. Come what ever. Lets get through it. Insyaallah. 

P/s: im watching frozen over and over again. Love the true love act in sisterly form. 

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

slightly crazy day

i'm a home person. i love staying at home more than go shopping. i love shopping, but if you ask me to choose between sleep or shop. i choose sleep. oh by the way, there are only two things i really enjoy doing in my life. eating and sleeping. -`- such a doom. 

yesterday was monday and as random as i always is; i did a movie marathon. i'm satisfied with my movies choices, gave me happy feeling as i drove back home.

the journey 2014

1st movie

it's a local Chinese movie. my second time watching chinese movie in cinema, it was good, really. funny one and full of values. Culture is love. 

Lego movie 2014
2nd movie

It can be a 10% turn off if you dont like cartoon. i can see that in wawa's face when the movie started. for the record, i'm also quite shocked when the characters were really Lego. i mean, i cant be real right? what a joke is this? but it was fun and hilarious. the easy and double meaning jokes. btw, everything is awesome! lol.

thanks to wawas for teman-ing my crazy night out. i considered it crazy as im not a kaki wayang. a marathon? nevah. anyway, i did it! haha.

till then. xoxo.

Saturday, February 15, 2014

too nice

finding mr. right 2013
too nice uncle. no spark i guess.

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

light and easy

The Spy: Undercover Operation 2013

it's an okay movie.

sit back, relax and laugh.

Sunday, February 9, 2014

for 2014!

rentetan azzam 2013.

tahun lepas start lambat gilos. menyebabkan sikit sajo achieved.  
and let's forget about football. got no time and no desire.

saving still going on, so let it be.

white water rafting,  still hesitate about this one. anyway, just bring forward from last year.

Al-Quran, MUST!

this year, im planning to do more and more traveling!


i'm talking about REAL TRAVELING

at least im thinking about 3 places. here, there, and this.

one can dream right?


and, urm.

I AM READY! haha. just saying i get the idea of it. and i am willing to try. just that. 

ok bye!

p/s: idea to goreng submission please!

Sunday, January 26, 2014

deal with it

about time 2013

im too skinny, too tall and too orange. LOL

Saturday, January 25, 2014

smile, it's a happy movie!

i do 2012
tengok hero mmg agak turn off. sikit. but he's so suweeeet and charming u feel like alooooooo, u dont have to!

Saturday, January 4, 2014

My new year celebration

My mom cactus trees party hard on new year eve.