Sunday, April 27, 2014

Bad decision

U have no idea how much i love free and easy weekend. More specifically, stay-at-home weekend.

Saturday selected movie;

This husband so handsome one. My type. Seriously. *insert cheeky sounds.

What can i say. This is a sad movie where the handsome husband cries a lot. 

When u made a bad decision, u suffer more, things getting worse. What are you gonna do?

The stolen years; 2013

Thursday, April 17, 2014


i write, moment of silence, deep sigh, then i save; TIMES 20.

this is by far the most difficult post i am about to write.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ 

after 5 hours. 

this is supposed to be a serious and sad post. but i guess, the subject itself is a happy and cheerful living thang, that is why the sadness can not fit in.

and one living thang just annoyed me that i seriously wanna give her my do-i-look-like-i-care? look. 

i hate people. i only love people when they are in tv or movies. other than that. nay.



so my dear friend, 
(you know who you are)

the battle is just begin.

nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing.

i heard something over the radio;

"Allah tak menurunkan penyakit tanpa ubatnya"

you are by far the most kental and brave woman i have ever known and you have every right to feel the sadness, depression, fears and tears. (i mean, i always breakdown without valid reason. who need reason anyway? WE FEEL WHAT WE FEEL)

so, live your life to the fullest and fight "it" with style.

just want you to know that;

as what we started with vip for life, 


waaa, big bang really do good thing what?

they are the reason why we became close right?

you know you always have me to be anything you like right?

i love to listen;
i can do conversation, but only crap;
i can be your crying lap? my shoulder not really nice;

above all. beat it !



Friday, April 4, 2014


le unnie

i will always pray for you unnie.
a strong woman you are, and so i believe.
i really want to mee you. 

you know i care and love you right?