Thursday, June 20, 2013

i need it all


 i feel so overwhelmed.




Now I'm dreaming, will i ever find you now?
I walk in circles but I'll never figure out
What I mean to you, do I belong
I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong


Saturday, May 25, 2013

mid-year syndrome

dah tengah bulan baru nak ada azzam tahun 2013. haha. whateve, better late than never.

so, my resolution for 2013;

1) whitewater rafting
bungy jumping

2) saving
less shopping perhaps? stay sane and behave while in the malls or browsing on net.

3) football
well, let's say im trying la.

4) hiking
for a start or for worse maybe the last; my aim is Bukit Pelindung.

5) Pulau Perhentian   (Friend's weddings)
because i love my friends so much im gonna put this one on hold. quite a number of best friends gonna get married this year. have to save cuti for them)

6) this one is very personal
(wrote in planner)

7) Al-Quran
at least one time a day


need discipline and determination pills for number 2, 3, 7. need good bargain deals for 1, 6. need time and company for 4, 5.

and last weekend i did a lot of things. i kinda lazy to type what i did as it already happened and i'm looking forward to what i'm going to do next. but, one thing i learned was;

beauty is pain, no pain no gain.
beauty knows no pain.

it's hard to maintain what you have, while you have, better take care of it because you'll never know when you will lose it.

uh, ok. let's work it out!

Saturday, May 11, 2013

the impossible


must watch movie. 


Sunday, May 5, 2013

like dandelion dust


you have two moms, one love you so much that can't let you go, one love you so much that have to let you go


Sunday, April 21, 2013

6 days

beautiful life
 paling pathetic shu qi. tapi lepas dapat anak, rasa macam paling bahagia je.
fabulous 30
 so my friends, we will be alright as long as kita tahu masak sebab nak tackle anak ayam bila umur 30 nanti.

deadly delicious
agak disturbing. 


Tuesday, April 16, 2013

yo!

teehee. :D

i'm feeling better! for real. and lotsa lotsa lotsa work to be done. but don't worry. i'm all good. heee.

and i think i need a quick escape. oh excited!

and these. WHY ALL OF YOU SO PRETTY? so cantik i want to cry instantly.

alia bastaman

google or tumblr?

alia bastaman
i should live during Victorian era, so that i can wear dress everyday without looking so weird!

Monday, March 4, 2013

ke-25

Koh Samui, feb '13



how is it today?

-parents are away one whole week. (mom send her best friend to entertain me to ease her guilt)
-i'm all alone at home.
-i sleep early yesterday.
-had a very quiet peaceful night yesterday.
-warm wishes from close friends and siblings. exactly the right amount of love which i needed.
-my first day of working.

i'm glad that throughout the past years, i already had a blast on my birthday. so for this year, I'm gonna enjoy my birthday quietly. i don't expect fancy expensive awesome presents or lunch/dinner treat. really, i meant it.

oklah. i'm out.