Hurt

I guess...im going to take care of myself after this. 

I will do anything i want to do, i will go anywhere i want, i will buy any handbag i want, i will say anything cross my mind. 

Thinking of others is restless.

Lets end here

yasu

why is it so difficult for me to fall in love with real person but i can fall in love with fictional character within minutes!

sigh.

not matured enough. pfft.

at this age of 28 years old, i am now in love with Yasu the Baldy man.

>.<

till then, peace!

4th march 2016 im 28!

gah! im feeling so old! and im feeling a lot of emotional.
nothing special, i just want to make everyone around me happy.
ok then, oh yeah, i need a lot of me time.
till then. xoxo

letter to datema

hi babe.

life is treating me fine. going places here and there. surrounded with people i like and love. still, i never forget you datema. no matter how much fun we had, it would never be the same without you. miss your laugh, your non-stop talking, your jokes, everything. you know, i have this one song which is my favorite at the moment. could have been me by the struts. the band is kind of ridiculous. but u know me, i love weird stuffs. this song reminds me that i need to do everything crossed and stayed in my mind. since you gone, it kind of hit me that i have to just do it anything i want. don't wait. i learned that. it's been a year plus since you passed away and the last time i cried in the open court. not cool at all. i know. i never thought someone close to me will leave me. not by any disease. i was wrong. we are all His servants and He is in control of our lives. there are days that i miss you so much that i went through all our facebook conversations and stupid comments. thank God for facebook. something that i am afraid of is that i will forget about you. i am afraid that i will forget all the memories that we had together. what we done, song we sang together. our travel plan. all that. we plan a lot but Allah knows best. i still remember you calling me benchmark. haha. true babe. if you are still here, i probably will fill in the forms together with you. haila fatema, i have lost interest in any korean dorama. what is fun without discussing and commenting the story with you? no fun at all. no meroyan buddy. our political scenario also getting weird and funny everyday. i miss your funny and outspoken comments. currency is dropping and our ringgit really become picisan babe. what a sad situation for us. 

second paragraph because the first one is too long to read later. haha. i never thought i will miss you this much babe. never thought u could leave me such a big impact. ok then, i have work actually. but i think writing a letter to you is more important. talking about priority. ahaha. bye babe. love you.

Le week-end and great news

Le week-end (2013)

Bitter old people who married for 30 years. What have you done marriage? 

On one happy real news, my good friend going to be a father soon. Baby is coming. 😘 be healthy baby. 

Love,

Auntie D

Old memory come to visit

My first 💍💎 

Many thanks to my sugar daddy for eternity. 

Angus thongs and perfect snogging

Ok, title mmg nampak inappropriate sangat. But it is a hilarious movie. Seriously. But one thing i need to point out is, please, girls dont talk about boys all the time. Come on, stalking time? Haha. Stupid. 

I like this movie kind of giving me a giddy feeling. So good to be young obviously. 

On serious note, raising a daugther is tough. But i want a daughter.